Tuesday, December 29, 2009

One last dance on a Friday night

I want one last dance
before I go to sleep
one last dance
last kiss
breath

I want one last dance
on a Friday night
watching the disco stars swirl above your eyes


One last dance
and love never lies
and love never dies

 reach for the ceiling

 capture the scene

Immortal sleep

Monday, December 28, 2009

The forevers

They are the forever's and there are 3
they have been
forever
and will always be

They are the forever's and there are 4
they are
and has been


They are the forever's and there are no more

Mine

Monday, December 21, 2009

I'll reach down

I'll reach down from Heaven to save you
I'll reach down and touch your cheek
I'll reach down

Swirling mists of rainbow tears
swallow away your fears
never singing, never ringing
I'll reach down

Heartbeat.
Stop.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Behind the doors of Pharaoh

Do you remember kissing under the buttresses of Pharaoh?
Golden sun of Ra
so long ago.

Buried by the sand
taken by your hand
you guided me away from Akhenaten
to the rising son.

I saw the hammers rise and fall
empires lay in ruin
but I still remember your kisses
behind the door of Pharaoh.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Hearts, tarts and other smelly things

Taking the drain down Columbia and through Richelieu
snowflakes falling
whiskey bottle shining.

I love it down here
among the bungled and the botched
sapphiric and vampiric neon globes line our path

Meth that is crackled and rolled on the spot
no hope or mercy
just a hot pipe singeing lips.
Cold memory sears my tongue.

Do you remember the kiss?

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Transient

Glittering dreams so far away
waking moments stolen by assimilated screams


they are always putting wires in my head for
the things I did and said
but the written flesh is alive
and those are tears you cry

Summer set
winter rise
frosty plume of breath across the neon netted sky

This is more than anyone of us can bear.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Forgotten whispers

Do you remember me
and do you think of me
and how you could be
do you think your life is better?

Do you wonder out
Do you wander out
Do you lose yourself
Why are you so lonely?

I would Cobain
and give myself
a chance to breathe.

Forgotten whispers.

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The hollow empty

Give me a flower
For every year I died.
Make sure to place it
somewhere in the dust, out of the way.

Fire the shots to count
Every tear that I cried.

Remember the rage
We faced in years to come
Red rivers flow, drying
in the sun.

This is not our world
Ours has never been born.
Until that day, of the Golden Horn.

Soul of pain
buried just below the surface
remembering suns long ago
when I was alive.

A child.


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Little one

Little one so soft and sad
receptacle of heaven
your joy we could not contain

I am reeling
I am feeling
across this barren space

Little one lost in the snow
crystals of heaven closed around your heart
Chance by your side, keeping you warm

I am reeling
I am feeling
my alcove has grown a little smaller today

Little one with a life that never had
Oh but for a smile! My life would replace yours.
But now the breath has stopped
we weep.


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Star Dance

Species 3783 why are you afraid to dance with me?
Species 3783 was a dream


Firefalls of Gal'gathong swept in  the moonlight of Elvreng
and she danced with me then
nanoprobes touching
caressing, sweetly


Species 3783 why are you afraid to dance with me?